Creole's Corner ( A Beautiful Disaster )

The memories of our goodbye

The nights alone when the stars cried

Holding the pillow wishing it was you

The tangled thoughts of how you’re gone

Living the lyrics to the saddest song

Never speaking after having so much to say

When does it all go away

Couldn’t stop those winds from blowing

Mountains never seemed so high

All the love we were knowing

All of a sudden, It died

Couldn’t catch that tear from falling

Would it had made a difference if I did

Couldn’t save yesterday from dying 

Tomorrow had to live

Couldn’t fight the war within ourselves

Heaven was so far away

Drowning in the lies we wanted to believe

Swimming in the pain

Set fire to these cold hearts

Maybe that’s just what we need

Can’t save today from going

It has to leave

Couldn’t stop time if we tried

So we can mend the damage done

Maybe blend some smiles with the tears

So the bad days wouldn’t have won

I have no regrets

It wouldn’t help even if I did

Can’t stop today from dying

Tomorrow has to live

Broken heart

Footprints in the sand

Still fragile 

Trying to put the pieces back together of who I am

You stole the days, damaged the night

Put love at war and lost the fight

The mountains we climbed

We fell down

All that’s left now

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Are the river of tears, the silenced heart

The moon and starless night

The broken smiles left behind

Sought but cant be found

I learned to stand on my own

Learned to find my way

Broken hearts do mend, and debts to the past are paid

It only hurts for always

He’s like the music of the greatest song, playing through all the lands

And when he’s next to me, my soul cant help but to reach out and grab his hand

I’d be in a dead sleep, and if he speaks, wake right up to the sound of his voice

Just to be in his presence, is such a blessing, for me there is no other choice

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I’d fall down a million mountains, just to be in his arms

Drown in a thousands seas, if it meant that he, would never see a day of harm

Jump out an airplane with no parachute, on the beat of his heart I’d fly

I’d give every day, just to have one moment looking in his eyes

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When we’re face to face, I just cant help, in his eyes I stare

Even with all my mistakes, past and wrongs, he loves me like if my flaws are not there

When he touches me, a little of my breath leaves, I gasp knowing it’s a touch of love 

If you ask do I want him, need him or long for him, I’ll answer all of thee above

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I’d jump off the tallest building a thousand times in the name of love, he would do the same for me

Cry for him everyday, a million times, so a tear his eye will never see

When his ground is shaken, path set on fire, I’d fly him through the sky

I’d give everyday, just to have one moment, one moment looking in his eyes

Rain, fall through the ash of the lies of the people

Wash away these sins of stone

Mountains, move to no longer hide the truth of life

Shadows will be unveiled to show the light

Like a caged bird that finds song even in its confinement

I too shall sing

Sing through my stolen voice and tears

This is what the people shall hear

My blood may stop in the name of my oppressors

But do not think I will be of no more

Windows closed, doors nailed shut, home of no one

This life as I know it may be done

But in the smallest place where darkness resides, there can be light

Kill this body of worldly use and my soul will still have life

To shine truth on the lies, nothing will be in vain 

I pray that my today won’t find your tomorrow with pain

Walk into the storm for change

Find the sun and shine it’s rays

So, in these shackles made by those voices of lies

Even in these chains of wrongs, starless nights

The truth will be painted for all to see

And when it does I’ll be there singing my song “I am Troy Davis and I am free”

How can I love him?

He’s everything he never wanted to be

Dusty trail of a yesterday that followed him

Shadowed from a light he denied himself to see

How can I trust him?

Lied till his soul swam out from the depths of its confinement 

Now he’s on a search, doesn’t know where it went

The truth is right there in his view and it has him spent

How do I love him?

He’s so sheltered and guarded by pretense and make believe

He travels back and forth from his mind to reality

Am I suppose to be there when he doesn’t want me?

How do I let go?

This pain that he feels, it shines out through his eyes

When he looks at me I no longer feel alive

And every ounce of passion I feel towards him dies

How do I help him?

He such a hopeless victim of himself

Scars fills his spirit like a sea

You ask, how do you know so much about this man

Well, its quite simple, this man is me 

I fell so fast

Now I have no reality

Light faded, shadows is how you made it

I’m barely breathing

Thought I saw tomorrow in your light

Guided by the want of the lies

Hoping that somehow you’ll cry

So I can escape through a tear from your eyes